Had a call from work to say its unlikely I’ll be able to continue working for them based on my continued absence. Kind of knew this day would come, not a clue what I do about it. Don’t even know where I stand, why I cant just walk out the door and go to work, see friends – GET SOME FRESH AIR…..
Financially I’ve been relying on my family for months now, its not the way I saw myself being or becoming when growing up. A work from home job would be ideal right now, but all I see is “complete online surveys for money, take part in a research programme and earn £10.
Maybe changing medications happened at the wrong time for me, not ideal being unemployed over Christmas. Feeling like a failed husband and father right about now. Could be the lack of medication talking, maybe worth getting my head down and hoping that it helps blow this over for the rest of the day at least.
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face . . . You must do the thing you think you cannot do
Eleanor Roosevelt
LIVING WITHOUT LIVING ✌ 